i woke up today with this "up to you lah!" feeling. sometimes thats the way to go about things i guess. just go like.. "up to you lah!!" why ALLOW the actions of others to affect you right? as in you only live once so fuck it lah..

lets see how long this feeling can last. cos sometimes i guess the action of others will really affect you because everyone has expectations. but the solution to it all is... the good ol... "up to you lah!"

i dont think i am the only paranoid one around who will never get up before her alarm goes off because it just feels wrong? as in you know how you have this body clock thingy? so sometimes instead if getting up at 0651 when my alarm goes off, i will be up say about 0649. but i will refuse to get up until my alarm goes off because it just feels wrong.

rocking around the christmas tree.